This title is a quote from T.S. Elliot. Apropos for the week.
I know a lot of people right now who are very stressed or depressed or just plain unhappy. People are lonely, sick of their jobs, sick of spouses, sick of moving, sick of worrying, sick over money, sick of kids, sick of ___ (fill in the blank). I'm not sure why this is all happening at once. I'd say maybe it is something that happens at a certain age, but it's a wide age range. I'd say it was regional - but we're spread across the world.
What's going on?
Where's the Life?
I dunno - life is rough. There is a lot to be unhappy about if you think about it. Of course there are happy things to think about too. It's hard to remember them sometimes. And sometimes the bad things seem to heavily weigh more than the good. I certainly don't have answers. But this week I decided (again) to concentrate more on the good than the other. And to concentrate getting the most out of my free time. I've heard more than one person say to me this week "I'm not where I thought I'd be." I know I'm not either. When I was a kid I thought when I grew up I'd either live in a city flat with a cat having some high powered career... or I'd be backpacking around the world helping people as some kind of mini-version of Mother Theresa. Obviously I'm neither of those. But I never thought about all the incredibly cool people I'd meet and know, or that I'd get married to one of them. And I have traveled a little bit.
Speaking of traveling.. One of the reasons I get excited about camping and backpacking is because now that we have the gear it will enable us to make more trips for less monies. This makes me happy because there are a lot of places I want to see in the States. Heck even in Virginia!
It was supposed to be really sunny today, and we bought a bunch of equipment at the REI annual sale last night(if you need outdoors stuff - get yourself there this weekend, a lot of essentials are 25% off!! We figured yesterday we saved around 80 bucks). I thought maybe we could go hiking and camping and try out our new stove. We now have everything we need except for a shovel (for the, um, outdoor business). That will be our last purchase and then we are free to hike and camp anywhere we want (some restrictions apply). But it is not sunny here, it is threatening some serious rain - the sky is crazy black.
So there. Traveling is part of the Life for me. Now I just gotta figure out the rest.
If you're reading this I probably owe you an e-mail or phone call. Sorry - I worked a mess of overtime recently. I'm not ignoring ya on purpose. Honest.
Also I had an inquiry about my gear (hi Uncle Buddy!) and so I'll be posting about the gear we got. Stay tuned.
Seed Update: I think I see a mint sprout trying to poke through - but still no rosemary, which is the 2nd most desired of my herbs that I wanted for my outdoor garden. (1st being basil, 3rd being cilantro). I really hope it pops up soon.
Loves and hugs.